your picture at top logo says-

the eyes say “I am in shambles, I am recklessly in disarray ” BUT

the face in entirety carries stress – and THAT can be remedied !

deep black space, here is the punchline !

and I came up with this as I did my deep black space line (which reminds us – hey, we ARE out there)

and that is:

And NO ONE has dibbs on anything…

so, I say- take THAT, and whenever you fire up the facial muscles of contention and grief – forget that, go back to knowing the entire expression “I” see there in that picture above…

which is “I am certainly enjoying my 100 year venture on this planet – ” BUT – I still think you’re fidgeting, no FRETTING over something.

I can’t stress enough, we’re in deep black space – and I can’t stress enough – that really, no one has any one right way, or has ‘dibbs’ on meaning, or how we even assign it or de-assign it.

This fellow Gurdjieff was sought after by some people for advice – he was known to beat them off with a stick saying ‘Go find your own way’. I think the better part of that is, here you go Alexis… This says it…

(Owen Wilson tone of voice)

“You ARE your own way”

“You just don’t center yourself in confidence when you have it so together, you don’t even realize it’s not about confidence, it’s about you giving first evaluation of what you are experiencing to yourself, FIRST, then, others… This way? you won’t ‘fret’ and you can totally sparkle !- eeks – did I just say Sparkle ! oh well – you’re 87% of the way there Alexis to bliss ! Seems – but there is stress in that face at times, and that doesn’t seem to be your REAL nature – which is indeed a brighter – offering of the ‘more fun’ ways to reveal humanity.